Jm raya babe

Prayers to Allah

I have nothing more to wish nor ask from humanbeing exceptional to Allah s.w.t, where I can rely and ask for anything. Alhamdulilah~

Me!

My jovian mandagie's finally here!

Yeap! I received my two favorite JM Collection, Jovanita pink xs and Jameela pink xs. Collected a little later on yesterday from the courier service at 7 pm. I was lucky enough, we managed to stopped the courier people from closing and retrieve the item. If we did not get there in time, confem la beraya pk pajamas kan..hak hak hak..

Kenduri aqiqah sis in law

I had a great time during my sis in law Aqiqah ceremony. We gathered and read our prayers, worship and count the blessing of Allah s.w.t. The ceremony went pretty smoothly for all of us and as we do not stumble upon any difficulties alhamdulilah. Never in my life i had to be present at Aqiqah ceremony so it is a little awkward for me. Mostly, I can tell that i really enjoyed the delicious food served to us as they prepared the slaughtered lamb and meat with briyani rice and joyful chocolate cupcakes as handgift. It is very tasteful as my two boys enjoyed the food till the last which is rarely the case. We also favoured the red velvet cake served to us as appetizer! but i did not feast much on the dessert as i am trying my best to maintain my ideal weight which is 44 kg. so if i gained one kg as much as increased to 45 i will get worried like nobody business. okay enug that, this is a little snap shot during the aqiqah event held last saturday. We also had a take away Briyani rice with chicken, lamb and meat thus, i don't have to cook for the whole 2 days. Good day yall and askm.

I wish people would care more

The art of being a listener

Have you come across with people who offered to you to lend an ears to listen to your problem?

And you feel greatly as that particular someone offered something great and you u think that by confide your problem can at least make your burden less. But ended up the person you told doesn't care about anything and juz asking for the sake to be the first to know it all and u felt for that. U like omg i shouldn't have said anything Demn!

But now all is lost and words has already been said and there is nothing i could do about it :(((

I hide my tears under the shade. Truly sad and hurt at this present of time. I tried to hide it with a fake smile thrown to people but the eyes cannot lie for u so shade had helped me to keep me hidden from my true emotion.

One advise covers all

I love this advise picca!

Cikgu Shida ditegur oleh Ustaz Azhar Idrus

Terkejut, cikgu shida melatah begini bila ditegur sedikit. Mmg tak cool lah kalau bab agama org tak bleh bertegur kesalahan sedikit. Dari minat terus xminat. Sila rujuk link disertakan di bawah dengan rujukan lebih terperinci.

http://amirsuez.blogspot.com/2012/10/ustaz-azhar-idrus-kutuk-cikgu-shida.html?m=1

Huby little confession..

It was really awkward when my huby made a confession pertaining to Mr.Jovian Mandagie's collection. He said by far, Jewel is the best look for me. He glanced thru all the available JM's Aidiladha Collection and commented that Jewel would a nice pair to match with my skinny body and even requested me to buy for myself. I am going to agree with him as Jewel's currently  is the most best seller for Jovian Mandagie's Aidiladha Collection but... unfortunately the design is so limited thus it is cleared out as soon as it came. The design was wiped clean through the poplook and zalora website. So, I guess I won't be getting Jewel after all but we will probably stumbled across to second hand seller. Anyway, feast your eyes for Jewel JM as attached.

Breast cancer awareness month

Check out the link photo as attached below. I think im going to get one becoz i'll be donating rm5 MAKNA organisation. Do your part by visiting the self explanatory note on the photo.

Deposition of good

I don't know how to relate the blog post title to it's content. But somehow, i am in the midst of preparing for tomorrow deposition and have to meet up with the lawyers. Im trying really hard to make it like water under the bridge but somehow they keep on pushing my button and a girl has a limit to everything. I hate the malicious words and every prostration accusation in their deposition. I merely expressing here but i bet no one can even begin to guess what crack is I'm on right now. The last couple of weeks has been agitated and i think right this moment I am desperately seeking to promenade as a cure to my shattered spirit n mind. Glad i had a good company to promenade which is my husband. :) truly admire his will to help me in my sadness and down.

Killer mood

Suddenly a situation addressed as "joy killer" just came into the picture. But i will try not to think about it at the moment. All i want to do tonight is to watch movies with my loved ones. Have any of you watched this movie already? I'm all eyes and ears for this movie especially the eyes to witness Allah's creation, such beauty in beholder of nora danish. The story line is something more less like the movie "the vow" has been released a year earlier from this movie and it is a true story, that is what makes is more catchy. It is about the amnesia husband (the movie the vows is the other way around) had to go living with the wife that he thinks herself as a stranger to him and seemed to forgotten about the love that he had for her before the accident due to memory lost. There will be few moment of conflict between the main actor and actresses. We will see in the movie that the wife tries every possible ways to help the husband regained back his old memory in order to save their marriage and eternal love.

Sauna pants

Finally i got my hand on the sauna pants that i been wanting for last week. I made a pickup cod at selayang with the dealer and currently I'm testing it on my body to see whether it works. O have to admit eating fast food 3 days in the rows doesn't really helps to reduce weight within shorter period. This photo has been taken today

Working life

Our mood in regards to working life. We are in the mode of survival yall.

Agak-agaknya bile my two babies nak smp ?

I'm not talking about my two boys instead my question is actually referred to the jovian mandagie aidiladha collection. I am still waiting for the arrival of jovanita pink xs and jameela xs to reach my frontstep. I made the order a while ago but the piece is estimated to arrived no later than 22nd August 2012. Jantung dah mula dup dap seronok bakal dapat memakai pakaian dari designer terkenal kan iaitu MR.JOVIAN. And im also too freaking crazy thinking over the december soon to be collection from jovian as the teaser of floral. I am for a certain not going to miss it!

Food galore

Decided to go for pizza today and yes we did. I love the chicken chop pizza! 🍴👍 But had to take away as both of us rushing to be somewhere else. I think this is the by far the most delicious pizza ever right after the finger cheese pizza. Hrmm back then im not sure what was it called. :p

Post it notes

I have scratched your back so you scratch mine as return. Fair enough amigos? I think it is fair trade and the genuine cooperation received from both involving parties. Well, both of us started with this post it notes all over the house. We want to keep ourselves memorable to the things we cant help to forget. We wrote the things that we momentarily reminds on each other like dont forget this and that. I think the note sorta of improved our lifestyle drastically. Overall, we saved time and we even get to feel less tense on constant reminder on the things we missed out. I think it is a little bit too farfetched for us to rely 100 percent on the list. But well, at least it has solved our issues relating to our daily/routine chorus. I love making list since childhood and somehow I've stopped making the list since my kids come into the picture. Somehow having kids kinda gets u occupied most of the time. But i'm glad and happy to have them into my life whereby i have this one inquisitive little boy and slightly detrimental. I admit there are times that we are both get a little sluggish but somehow good things spiraled from there. I dunno where to start but i feel the need to care and prevent them from lacerated themselves. :) tee hee im of to bed now as tomorrow there is tons to be done. Nighty night askm.

Just sneak peak on the item i recently made a purchased thru on9 today. Cant wait to wear em soon. Love -

Dentist appointment

Oh yes, i just visited doctor 😷today and apparently i have been told that i will be admitted 😭soon for tooth removal process. It appears that the bleeding and swollen gums was due to the wisdom tooth. Apparently, my wisdom tooth grew slightly divert from it's actual alignment which had caused my gums to be swollen and wounded for days. For the meanwhile, i was been treated with painkillers💊 and medicine to reduce the swollen gums momentarily until my next's appointment where the doc will extract the tooth.👍 so there goes my wisdom tooth. Means i have no wisdom meyh??? ❔Kidding! 💨

Photos taken while i was at clinic sungai buloh. 😪😱👎 i come prepared with the scary equipment used by everyday life of dentist. Ooooo scary shit 💩kan? 🙌🙏💉💊

Gibberish nonsense

I cant simply deal with gibberish and yes i have been dealing this for the umpteenth time of my entire life. I lost count due to frequency of occurrence and im at the edge. I am probably sounded a little off to you right now as i am speaking of my feelings and inner disappointment. Nobody's perfect and no one wants to be in this mess. it is as almost as sick to the stomach that i had to cope with disappointment after disappointment. I think i should really consider to go to anger management until i can find ways to deal with the conflict and confrontation. This is me what im wearing today as later i will send this 2 piece of kebaya for altering. Obviously it is too big for me and makes me look fat! So lets get this over with. Lets just focus on good rather bad yeah!

Family means the most to me

Incredible sauna pants

Hai guys! I am thinking of getting myself a sauna pants soon. Slim down the so called "motherly body" of mine into "anak dara"ba ha ha. izzit even possible to accomplished such thing? I am so out shape recently well i could not afford to get myself premium beautiful obviously but i thinking im gonna settle with something less expensive and a little more convincing. Not that im saying pb is not but note alot cheaper is the key here. I will write a complete views on this product as soon as i try and use it.. I watched few related videos and it is appear to be amazingly to me. I am gonna try this soon!! Let's see and witness the differences after 2 weeks using it. Ttyl

Supra foundation

I think i wanna give a shot to supra foundation. I've heard all about it and they say it is awesome!!! So should i give it a shot? Currently, I'm a obsessive of elianto makeup and skin care like mad. Im using elianto bb cream, concealer and lipstick inclusive with haircare products. I will update an entry about supra once i give it a go okay. This is me wearing elianto bb cream, i think i bought this off last year during christmas time. Great promotion of 20% but i was never been offered to be a member until two weeks back. My membership will be ready in no time! I think last christmas was kinda a bog deal and shot for me as i purchased up to 500 for makeup, skincare and toiletries of elianto products. I think the products is truly amazing and obviously the prevention of pigmentation and acne is clearly be seen.

Marriage

Last week someone asked me how long i have been married and find myself i had to paused for 3 sec for until i could gather the answer inside my head with a reply. The truth is i never count on how many days, months or even years we been together, it is never put into account and never come across my mind. Maybe im too busy with work and raising my two boys and the years been married never come up. Yes, of course every year we did minor celebration as a token of memorandum to our wedding anniversary but maybe im just more like the guys who normally would be the ones forgetting the date of most memorable event in our lives. In my case my huby always reminds me and he will be the ones who can answer truthfully on the years we been together without hesitation. Raising 2kids had made you forget how fast the time flies and how they changed you from time to time. I was never the same person as before and there is alot of things u must be willing to give up and give in along the way by just being a mother but yes the reward is worth your while at least for me it is. If it doesnt every women hold to it as it is rewarding as we only need to move forward to our lives.

Okay enough that, here a little teaser of my raya kebaya from ethnic chic

As bad as it gets

It is getting worse as i tried to reach in i bleed even more

My raya haji kebaya is here from zalora

Happy!!

Current mode

Bleeding n swollen gums

Cant sleep at the moment all the sudden i am suffering with swollen bleeding gums and it is been aching since morning. It is killing me that the only thing that can eased the pain momentarily is the pain killer. The drug to momentarily replace the pain and once you are through you're back to being the painful you. Yikes, i cant eat nor munch anything with large and aggressively. I have to eat bits by bits and it doesnt served me any good i am still in so much pain. I seldom come across with toothache problem so i not good at adapting to the recent adjustment.

Gangguan seksual???

Fcuk dgn org yg buat gangguan spt ini. Especially yg buat pd org yg dh married la kan. Married to married person mmg of course sgt2 keji la. Dunia nie pelik and filled with lots of sick minded people

Made up my mind

I have made my mind is time for the new beginning.

Dream girl know what she wants to be

I may be a little late for ambition at my age but i dont know somehow yesterday became so clear to me what i have to do for myself and for the rest of my life. My husband also had offered to me to further on my studies and asked whether there is anything that i would like to major myself into. I never had a real hobby and never thinking of becoming or make a real profession out of anything before. I think i that now i meant to others like the rest of me so that they can at different places, better places. I am going to commit to my dream starting today n i pray strongly to Allah to give the strength and grand me the leniency towards the achievement of my goal. Alas, i am happy now :)

I need you guys to pray for my success also and to count the blessing from the closed ones. Amin...

Picture of the late bloomer wearing the h&m jacket from the last entry. :p

H&M Malaysia fease

I have managed to buy 3 pieces of jacket from h&m. The story begun with the arrival at h&m n I have noticed there a gazillion of ppl was doing the exact same thing! I had to lineup at long trail of queue with people attempting for testing at the changing room. However, my huby did helped me through the entire testing and buying. He even had to chase kids running up and down the elevator and even running seemingly at the store and yeah, my kids definitely made a scene there . Well come to think back to it the whole excitement was fun and amazing. Afterwards, huby and i took the kids to the park opposite the setia alam mall which we had a lovely time there. I must admit the scenery there is very catchy and i love the concept of the playground park design. Simple yet very inneractive for kids these days and add few new unique elements of playground that i never came across before. Alright well these are the 3 piece that suddenly has a new owner, alhamdulilah. Gorgeous!!! I feasted my eyes and my lust for clothing at h&m.

Drug of pain

I think i need a moment to myself to cry. Is like having a knife to your back. Really?? Naaa not likely just a metaphor.. I wish i am not as give up and too give in as today

Allegation

Earlier in morning i can get the sensation of feeling innocent and being treated as such but when it reached nighttime all that the feeling beginning to fade and eventually i pray it will not turn to dust. My hope is crash after not having the privilege of being treated on the right place. Somehow, justice has not been lenient towards me and let is hope that justice will served and find them because i'll be the first singing happy phrases. I feel gloomy!

Motivated

I can finally say to myself, i am okay today.