Gibberish nonsense

I cant simply deal with gibberish and yes i have been dealing this for the umpteenth time of my entire life. I lost count due to frequency of occurrence and im at the edge. I am probably sounded a little off to you right now as i am speaking of my feelings and inner disappointment. Nobody's perfect and no one wants to be in this mess. it is as almost as sick to the stomach that i had to cope with disappointment after disappointment. I think i should really consider to go to anger management until i can find ways to deal with the conflict and confrontation. This is me what im wearing today as later i will send this 2 piece of kebaya for altering. Obviously it is too big for me and makes me look fat! So lets get this over with. Lets just focus on good rather bad yeah!